Accept Me As I Am

Though it hurts its what I feel
At least I know the pain is real,
My heart it hurts for reasons why?
I sit down and start to cry
I have all a girl could want
So why is this pain's still here?
A heart that is not filled with love?
But surely I have that from heaven above
Then what is it an unknown love?
The pain from years of lack of love?
Unseen, unheard
This is my plea
Be happy, be loud
Don't be like me
Say what you want and tell the world
This is me, accept me as I am
Don't tell me to change,
I wont listen, I never have
I love
I see
I am
I know myself and who I am
So why is it I feel conflicted
Is it to attention I'm addicted?