Suicide

Suicide is not the answer


Don’t end your life through your bloody vein


Or hang that noose around your neck like some necklace of redemption


Don’t slice that knife across your neck


Or take your life to end thy pain


Don’t take a pill to relieve the sting of life


Don’t even dare to hold that gun


With the tip pointed to your temple


Is it really worth eternal damnation


To end 10 years of pain?


Enjoy what God hath given you


Trust me its better than Hell


In Hell you see nothing but fire,


Which lights nary a wall


There’s fire yet no light shines upon your face


Do you wish for fear abundant?


Forever and forever?


Do you wish for the simple pleasure


Of temporary death


For once you’re dead you will burn in the fire


You will yearn for the pain of life back


To you I pray for,


To you, the one who sees no light in a world shrouded in darkness


I see your pain


I know the desires


Yet to end your life due to years of strife


I have simple words to say


Enjoy the eternal damnation


I extended my hand and Gods light to you


Yet you refused to take it


If thou hast any hope left,


Take my hand,


Humble stranger


Close friend


Or foe


Suicide is darkness


That you can NEVER escape

Take My Hand

That knife you ran across your wrist
Is it worth the pain?
Is it worth the risk?
I’m on my knees begging-
Pleading
There’s another way you don’t need this
Stop the pain and stop the bleeding
I’m here you’ve got nothing to fear
I want to take away your pain
I want to be your reality
I want to save you from this knife
You scroll across your wrist-
The words you want to say
The words you say you can’t
But dearest I’m here and always will be
Avoid the knife, stay in my arms
The knife you have ain’t worth the risk
I’ll save you dear
I’ll whisper in your ear the things I wish I had told you
But never had the nerve to say
I’ll take you away from this place
Somewhere we can be safe
Don’t listen to those people
The words they say they say to harm
Take that knife away from your arm
Take my hand we’ll run away
Somewhere where its safe to say
I am who I am
I accept you as you are
No one’s here to judge you
Its just us dear

You Broke Me So Fix Me

With one quick word you tore my heart
I shouldn't have trusted you from the start
Every guy has hurt me
Your just another
I told you once  I'll tell you again
I'm not just some dirty game
I'm not yours to toss around
I have feelings,
A heart,
A soul!
You tore me apart,
Now heres whats left
You want to keep me, then heres my wish:
You broke me, so put me back together
You hurt me, so heal me
You broke my heart, now put it back together
You want me to trust, so prove your worth trusting
I never thought that you would do this
I never wanted to go throught this
You're lucky I'm still here you fool
You miserable mess
You groveling heap
You broke me so fix me
I'm not quite so quick to forgive
Now prove you're worth forgiveness.

the Light and the Dark

I see you lying in the darkness
I'm standing in the light
I plunge into the shadows
And run out empty handed
Take my hand
I'll save you
Let me be your light
Let me be your guide
Love, let me show you who you can be
The man I know is deep inside
I can rescue you
I can save you from the shadows
Let me rescue that man I see
With so much good and potental
Love I can show you whats right
Take my hand, I'll show you the light

Accept Me As I Am

Though it hurts its what I feel
At least I know the pain is real,
My heart it hurts for reasons why?
I sit down and start to cry
I have all a girl could want
So why is this pain's still here?
A heart that is not filled with love?
But surely I have that from heaven above
Then what is it an unknown love?
The pain from years of lack of love?
Unseen, unheard
This is my plea
Be happy, be loud
Don't be like me
Say what you want and tell the world
This is me, accept me as I am
Don't tell me to change,
I wont listen, I never have
I love
I see
I am
I know myself and who I am
So why is it I feel conflicted
Is it to attention I'm addicted? 

Destroyer of Love

Lying in a pool of darkness,
Dreaming things I've never dreamed,
I think of you and I just scream
I'm not just some dirty game and I'm not yours to keep or claim,
I loved you once but then you left,
I moved on now here's what's left,
An empty heart that you did break,
I once was yours but now I'm gone,
You want me back and I've moved on,
I'm stronger now,
I'm not your pawn,
I'll no longer be your one and only,
I'm through with all your little games,
I'm not yours to keep or claim,
You grovel at my feet and beg,
Don't beg or plead or even try,
All those times you made me cry
You used to scream,
And I would wail,
You used to say - You dumb blonde!
You loony girl,
You crazy fool!
Well guess what,
Look whose loony now,
Now I'm gone and your still here
Begging for me back
Begging me to let you fix it now,
Well I just laugh and walk away
My love has gone,
I'm far away

Beauty Is

What is beauty?
Why at first glance it 'tis so commonplace
Glance again and you shall see
An eloquence and a sense of grace
Or a love for something deeper
An outer beauty so plain and fair
Or gorgeous flowing hair?
A love for all things near and far
Or a graceful flowing pose?
A dancer's stride upon the stage
A poets flowing words?
Beauty is not a state of mind
But simply the world that surrounds us